Great Weekend, Sick Child.

This weekend was great. My buggaboo is a bit sick. Sore throat, sneezing, runny nose. but it only bothers her in the morning when she wakes up and in the evening when she is lying around. We woke up early Saturday so excited to go and have breakfast at our favorite place in west Seattle. but it was closed. Young's Restaurant is our best breakfast place to go. it is family owned and they always remember their customers. Since Moon and I haven't lived close to them in a couple of years we go there once or twice a month. no matter how long it has been they ALWAYS remember who we are and what we order lol now that Moon is older she eats the same thing i do. and she loves it. Her and i come from Texas where southern comfort food is our #1 choice and breakfast at Young's is pretty close to it. BUT.. they were closed on Saturday so we went to another one of our fave's.. then we did some shopping. Moon was feeling starting to feel worse so we went home and just relaxed for the day. I caught up on some shows and she napped.
 So I put myself down to serve at church. My sister tells me i should sign up and serve get to know more in my church family. Moon and i have been going to Calvary Chapel in Kent. I first attended this church when i went through a break up. I have been going since and it has been over 2 years. so yes.. i signed up to serve and yesterday was my first day in Children's Ministry, in the nursery. it was so nice being around all the tiny ones. it really warmed my heart to be around these little people lol 3 walkers, one about to be a walker and the tiniest one was learning to crawl. it was a nice dose of kids. Then after i attended Service. Moon was still feeling blah so we went home and she napped again. So our weekend was good.
 I was a bit bothered by something. I thought i had friends or more like family. and i have been trying to get a hold of them for like a week and i never get a response. Finally i get a response but it is because they need something. A room. so of course.. i am gonna help.. i cherish friendship and i never turn my back on anyone really ( yes i know.. i cause my own pain by doing that) so i helped.. of course.. i love them and care about them... but it was late and i really did not want to drive all the way down so i helped with family rate. of course i was locked out. but the next day i was thinking about everyone again and sent a message making sure everything went well... still no response. i was going to get all butt hurt about it .. but i just prayed about it. i got a message like a month ago ( or so) that claimed that everyone was using me.. i still dont want to believe it.. but.. its kind of hard not to.. so i just prayed about it and i am here if they need anything. i sure do miss them though. they become like family to my daughter and I... so yeah its hard.. but i am not going to put myself where i am not wanted.. anymore. after prayer.. i was at peace once again. :-)  i hope i never make someone feel the way i felt about friendship. i suck at calling people back or texting BUT .. i get around to it. :-)
 I met my roommate/Friend's sister, she was so nice and cool. i wish i could of spent more time hanging out. but like i said my buggaboo was sick so we were either out and about or she was sleeping.

It is Month End at work.. so busy busy busy!! Then Wednesday i will part of a special day to two of my friends. i am looking forward to it.

well until next time.....

New Chapter

Hello All,
 Well I do still have the other Blog Site. But, because I am deciding to start a new me, i decided to just create a blog that just talks about the good that I am trying to focus on. The other blog will still stay there as a reminder of all I have gone through in the in the past 15 years.. Yes you can actually go back 15 years of my life in that old one and only a hand full of my email list has access to that. so much heartache.. so much joy.. so much anger lol but since what happened, i told myself that when i get to the point where i am able to stand and not trip over my feelings. i will start to focus on becoming a new woman. i have forgiven and moved forward. So This December will make it 4 years living up here in the Pacific Northwest. Moon and i love it up here. Even with the emotional ride. Soleil is back in Cheering for the West Seattle Wildcats and she loves it. She is loving school. i cant believe this is her last year being in elementary! She is growing so fast but she is so beautiful and her heart is so big! well this post is actually going to be short seeing that i just opened it today. Going forward i will try to post every night or at least once a week to get this new chapter going. But of course i am not forgetting my first chapter of 15 years. it is because of everything that happened and what i have been through.. has made me this new woman. and when i say New woman.. i mean..
building my faith, putting him first in my life. i have always had my faith, i have just been distracted with all the bad. Eliminating the negative things, people, and vibes in mine and my daughters lives. and building the tallest, strongest brick wall around my heart so that no one takes advantage of my kindness, love and mindset. ALLLLL of this while still being the person i am.
This is just the beginning.... so think of it as " Its My life " Pt 2... or :Its My Life" Spinnoff lol